I wanna to be more rational thinking

Such a long time I scared to write the English blog

Today I take a heart of grace to write it

I believe Learn English is a usual thing

If I want to advance my English,I must learn it,use it ,and be my habit

these two days I cant sleep well,I having a nightmare 

A nightmare about my future life

I am stray about my working life

I am stray about my everything

I call to mind I used to think about love almost four years

but all are the worst ending

I ever said I want to change my life,I want to change.

I know this is the time to change

I dun wan ever to treat of emotive,never do it again,never!!

Now I am promise myself,I just want to concentrate in my study 

Make it better and learn the knowledge in the University 

Thank you God to bless me.